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a man’s enemies will be the members of his own household.Matthew 10:36

In this blog post, I want to share the roots of Fonte fit.

These recent previous years (2022-2025) have been life changing for me. As my frontal lobe deveolpes to its final form, I can really begin to see my upbringing for the way it actually was.

Wolves in sheep clothing

My first bully and sexual offender was my older sister. This realization hurt at first. Then it made me sad. It then made me vengeful. That was then followed by disgust and remorse. As we got older , I know realize shes always hated me and tried her best to get others to feel the same way. I didn’t know she was in competition with me, but she deliberately sabbatagoed my image , so that her image may appear grandious. I finally decided to cut her off at 22, because she never changed. She’s a perverted, bastard who clings to the male gaze for affirmation. Shes dangerous. Because she knew I wasnt like her, she tried to destroy me in the eyes of others.

My Second sexual offender and bully was my older cousin. He raped and violated me as a child, with the assistance of that perverted bastard I mentioned earlier. Even though we were all children, I gave them grace. but, As we became adults I realized they were the same people who kept those same demons. They are pedos.

My third was my uncle (his step father). This man is just a pedophile. p.s If there’s any man who has ever worked in a daycare or childcare, they’re 9/10 a pedophile.

Fourth, my mom married a Man child who routinley abused and assaulted me . He preyed on my innocence.

I was never given justice, or counseling for these tragic events that I didn’t deserve. I had to suffer in silence. My entire childhood I found harmful ways to cope with what happend to me.

1. I unintentionaly would tuck my pelvis in while walking to not draw attention to my ass. This obviously effected my alignment while my body was developing.
2. I would unconsciously make myself unattractive with my personality and how I carried myself so I can show myself not to be a threat to other girls and to protect myself from men
3. I developed the habit of grinding my teeth because I was inherently angry. I didn’t know how else to remedy my emotions . No one cared. I delveolped TMJ because of this
4. When I moved in with my moms ex husband I would sleep with my legs crossed because I was trying to protect myself in every way I thought I could. This has also impacted my alignment .
5. I developed a very unhealthy relationship with sex. I recently just realized I really never even knew what a healthy relationship with sex looks like. at all. This effected my relationship with others and my relationship with myself.
6. I developed a savior complex, because I needed saving.

theres more, but you get the jist.

Recovery

As I began to cut everyone off from the wolf pack one by one, I find myself, alone, a wounded sheep- looking at the scars from the wolf attacks. Sometimes I wonder how am I still so genuine and sincere after the torment and neglect. …

I MUST be chosen. I am the sheep God left the 99 for.

Thats why Fonte fit is important to me. It’s not just about physical aesthetics, but its about the spiritual, mental, physical, emotional and physiological development. Its about becoming who you were purposed to be in spite of the wolf attacks. Its about turning the wolf attacks into fuel to spark the destiny that’s already set before you.

Its time to restore, revive and overcome.

Its time to get Fonte fit.